Trying not 2 have a melt down
I don’t know how 2 release this. I feel like bawling but the tears won’t come out
Wanna scream, but my tight throat won’t let me shout
And I’ve been in the bed from before the sun went down and I can’t fall asleep
I feel so betrayed, Angry, hurt, …and so unbelievably weak
What did I do to deserve this kind of treatment from people that were supposed to be my closest friends?
Finally I feel a tear forming…. Hopefully this will begin the end
How else can I release? How much more should I take?
What else will relax my gut muscles and soothe this head/heart ache?
Sex?
Music?
A long, breathless, underwater shout?
Well, one has to work… about 2 find out.
D-valued.
